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D-Day.

I'm not a huge fan of birthday, honestly. It's kinda horrible because it reminds me bad things I've done in the past years beside the fact that I'll be having wrinkles all over my skin, someday. It's hideous, isn't it? So, I'm keeping in my mind that my age stops in 20 years old. Thus, today and the next birthdays I'll be just 20! ;-p

And this year birthday wasn't bad at all. My best friends from college took me to a beach because they knew I'd love it, and yes I love it! I'm not just having sunburn all over my hands and foots, but also my face! Thank you thank you, I love you guys :-)) Oh almost forgotten, thanks a bunch for people who wish me to stay (or more) gorgeous and awesome. Well, I know I am ;-)

Nothing to tell.

*sigh*

Hello world! Sorry for abandoning you, blog!

I've just passed my final exam that took my whole life for weeks.

But now I'm alive again, can't wait for Asia trip ;-)

Happy Anniversary.

Maybe we are separated by distance

Maybe we are running out of time 'cause the clock's ticking fast

Maybe we have to agree if life goes on

Maybe we almost forget that we can lean from each other

Maybe we are just busy

Maybe we are too afraid to admit those things are right

Maybe is uncertainty, but one thing that certain is every face that is fulfilled with joy and heart that is fulfilled with love, is something that I'm dying to see all over again. Yes, it's been a year, and nothing I want most than to see you, fellows.

Happy Anniversary, fellows.

A Superb Day.

I haven't met my senior high school friends, let's say like ages! There are some reasons behind that ; we now live at different cities even countries because of university and the holidays are rarely match. But last Sunday we finally met up! Lunch, karaoke, trash-talking, and many things..

Oh, how much I miss them :-)

New.

Morning World!

I have a new design for my blog and it's red. Because my color is red and it boosts my mood :-)

I'm inspired by Polaroid recently. For me, Polaroid gives fascinating-rich-pretentious-historic effect. But unfortunately the price is quite expensive, so for now I'm just using a software with Polaroid effect (It's not cheating, right?). Here's some samples :

At least these photos are real, original, and have been taken by my hands :-)

Have a good Saturday people!

Sun & Moon.

The Sun is still bright and the Moon is not dark, so do I :-)

Make It Happen.

How I miss writing crap on my blog!
...and I'm going to write another crap just right now because it's the only way to bring my consciousness back, and somehow it brings joy around. Weird, huh? Don't care :-)

Few days ago I wrote "Hey, don't be such a coward! Take a risk by doing something 'once-in-a-lifetime' you won't regret" on my facebook status. It refers to myself, indeed. But sometimes I want to say it loudly to other people because I'm sick seeing them being too idealist and coward. Maybe I'm wrong by saying them coward, then tell me what is the right word to assert 'you're too afraid to leave your comfort zone.'

I can say I have an adventurer spirit, okay laugh at me.. It's not my packaging, is it? But in fact, yes I am. I like trekking (although only did once in Spitzensee, Germany), wall and rock climbing (also did once somewhere in Germany-Austria border), I would love to try it again! And I really want to do some extreme activites-bungee jumping is an exception, I don't want to risk my life for that thing. No kidding.

I believe that I will not exist any longer and I'm a kind of person who don't want to be at the same places, eat the same foods, meet the same people, face the same problems, and go to school for the rest of my life, eventhough I still agree school is on the top of my priority list. I open my eyes widely, then find out there are a lot of things I should do right now-buy a cheap flight to Spratly Island or Greenland to see who's living there, sailing through Black Sea and drinking Turkish tea, volunteering in Angola, picking flowers on the Alps, hitchhiking somewhere in New Zealand or Texas, dancing all night long at random club in London, scuba diving at Raja Ampat, preserving rare animals in Amazon or Galapagos, teaching children in Haiti, digging soil to find artifacts in Egypt, visiting Greece to get all informations about Greek myths, helping Kenya's women to take water from wellspring, playing hide and seek in Prague gothic castles, learning Spanish in Peru, just walking around in New York streets, swimming at Fiji beaches, getting frozen in Russia when winter comes, searching Persian treasures in Iran, joining peace organization in Kosovo, giving assistances for Eritrean community, singing at Piazza di Spagna, coming to festivals in Spain and India, getting lost in Kyrgystan, reading books at beautiful parks in France, asking absolutism in Mecca, building houses for people in Gaza, cooking Japanese foods, visiting family-friends in Germany, smiling to strangers I meet anywhere. Oh God, live seems easy, light, and inspiring..

You know, I'm going to make it happen :-)