Have you ever felt so betrayed by people that you think all this time is your close friends? It’s happening now to me. All this time, I thought that I am the worst friend just because I care more about myself than others. But that is not a betrayal, not even close.
I’ve been told that she-the one that I thought a good friend-has said a very mean thing about me behind my back. It hurt so bad. I don’t deny that I also talk behind someone’s back, but I just never do that to my close friends. I’m not that kind of person. But she did it to me anyway.
I don’t get why she did that to me.. Yes, I’m angry but I don’t hate her for that, instead I’m sorry for her when someday she is treated like that.
There’s nothing wrong for wanting to go to Church, Mosque, Synagogue, Temple or the other places to worship God. People keep saying that we have to be respectful, we have to be appreciative, we have to be nice to those who profess a different religion. But, I mean, how can I possibly do that if I know nothing about their religions, about the real essence of their religions. So I’m planning to go to those places anytime soon.
"Sometimes we just have to admit that we're gonna see some people once in a lifetime and probably will never meet them again."
I recently wrote it down as my facebook status since it happened few days ago. But, seriously? Is this really happening? It's like we weren't meant to know each other. You know it's just not fair. I don't know how the universe works. But what I do realize is I don't always get what I want. Unfortunately what I want is to know you, maybe your name is enough and I'll be so grateful because I'm aware that you'll never want the same and you'll be thinking I'm such a freak! I get that.
Well, I don't even know your name. And now your image is fading away and I can do nothing but let it go. Should I say goodbye?
I'm not a huge fan of birthday, honestly. It's kinda horrible because it reminds me bad things I've done in the past years beside the fact that I'll be having wrinkles all over my skin, someday. It's hideous, isn't it? So, I'm keeping in my mind that my age stops in 20 years old. Thus, today and the next birthdays I'll be just 20! ;-p
And this year birthday wasn't bad at all. My best friends from college took me to a beach because they knew I'd love it, and yes I love it! I'm not just having sunburn all over my hands and foots, but also my face! Thank you thank you, I love you guys :-)) Oh almost forgotten, thanks a bunch for people who wish me to stay (or more) gorgeous and awesome. Well, I know I am ;-)
Maybe we are running out of time 'cause the clock's ticking fast
Maybe we have to agree if life goes on
Maybe we almost forget that we can lean from each other
Maybe we are just busy
Maybe we are too afraid to admit those things are right
Maybe is uncertainty, but one thing that certain is every face that is fulfilled with joy and heart that is fulfilled with love, is something that I'm dying to see all over again. Yes, it's been a year, and nothing I want most than to see you, fellows.