The Day

This morning woke up was thinking about this day-the date which happens every year but this time unfortunately along with the fact I'm getting old and I don’t give a damn for this thing, in another way. Seriously I appreciate those utterances, wishes, or whatsoever. I still, let say don't like birthday since years ago, but why should I hate it, at least this one? I shouldn't feel that way cause there are peoples who care about me ; families, best friends, friends, and the special one. So, one thing that keeps me smiling the whole day are them :-) Huge thanks for the cake!

p.s. God do me a favor please, gimme back my 19 yo, 20 doesn't fit to me ;-p

(I wrote this on 19/02/10)

Oh no!

The day -- the date precisely, that I'm afraid of, is tomorrow which is my birthday. I don't like birthday.

p.s. nevertheless, I don't mind to receive your call at 0.00, in fact I wish you do it.

Yes, I am sad.

I am sad and really, I am pathetic. I got only 15 sks for this semester just because I took a semester off last semester in order to abreast of fellowship. How could this happen to me? It's totally totally unfair ;-(