How I miss writing crap on my blog!
...and I'm going to write another crap just right now because it's the only way to bring my consciousness back, and somehow it brings joy around. Weird, huh? Don't care :-)
Few days ago I wrote
"Hey, don't be such a coward! Take a risk by doing something 'once-in-a-lifetime' you won't regret" on my facebook status. It refers to myself, indeed. But sometimes I want to say it loudly to other people because I'm sick seeing them being too idealist and coward. Maybe I'm wrong by saying them coward, then tell me what is the right word to assert 'you're too afraid to leave your comfort zone.'
I can say I have an adventurer spirit, okay laugh at me.. It's not my packaging, is it? But in fact, yes I am. I like trekking (although only did once in Spitzensee, Germany), wall and rock climbing (also did once somewhere in Germany-Austria border), I would love to try it again! And I really want to do some extreme activites-bungee jumping is an exception, I don't want to risk my life for that thing. No kidding.
I believe that I will not exist any longer and I'm a kind of person who don't want to be at the same places, eat the same foods, meet the same people, face the same problems, and go to school for the rest of my life, eventhough I still agree school is on the top of my priority list. I open my eyes widely, then find out there are a lot of things I should do right now-buy a cheap flight to Spratly Island or Greenland to see who's living there, sailing through Black Sea and drinking Turkish tea, volunteering in Angola, picking flowers on the Alps, hitchhiking somewhere in New Zealand or Texas, dancing all night long at random club in London, scuba diving at Raja Ampat, preserving rare animals in Amazon or Galapagos, teaching children in Haiti, digging soil to find artifacts in Egypt, visiting Greece to get all informations about Greek myths, helping Kenya's women to take water from wellspring, playing hide and seek in Prague gothic castles, learning Spanish in Peru, just walking around in New York streets, swimming at Fiji beaches, getting frozen in Russia when winter comes, searching Persian treasures in Iran, joining peace organization in Kosovo, giving assistances for Eritrean community, singing at Piazza di Spagna, coming to festivals in Spain and India, getting lost in Kyrgystan, reading books at beautiful parks in France, asking absolutism in Mecca, building houses for people in Gaza, cooking Japanese foods, visiting family-friends in Germany, smiling to strangers I meet anywhere. Oh God, live seems easy, light, and inspiring..
You know, I'm going to make it happen :-)
