Idk.

When you're afraid to look back and you're not ready to move on, what are you gonna do?

Me, I don't know, I don't have any idea.

Only Bye Because There's No Good-Bye

Yesterday I was so happy, until...

Last night somehow I got that feeling which was never been strong comparing to the other days. Say it : I-am-stalker, yes I checked your account and found the answer... the answer why you didn't text me since weeks ago with those simple words or questions that always made me smiled. I was crazy, still crazy for you-know-who.

I have no idea why I did this to myself. I've been tortured by this feeling, trapped like years in uncertainty, and I'm still thinking we are gonna make it, someday. But you know, I am stupid, definitely the foolest guy ever. But no, I don't blame it on you, I just wonder why did you make everything like on purpose? Or are you that plain till you didn't know you have left this painful-trace in me? Thank you so much. Because you know, we can't be just friends, I've told you. Even more, we can't be us.

I'm broken.

I realize it's time to move on. Move on into the real action. I don't want to be this fool-mad-blind-guy anymore. I make my decision. In order to realize it, would you like to do me a favor by going away, forever? It will be very nice from you and I appreciate it.

I mean it. So, bye...