"Happy birthday to me"
in dutch : Welgefeliciteerd met mijn veerjardag.
Wish you all the best, everyone said that. Hope it'll be coming true :)
Yeah, some people said today's my golden birthday cause i'm being 19 in this 19 and i really really want to feel the joyness of my birthday but honestly i don't even know why i don't get it ;(
I see nothing special, no cake, no kisses and hugs from everyone that i love or love me (maybe just a few who did it)- actually that's not too important, once again it seems like nothing special, not at all besides being older, damn i hate it! seems like there's something different in me, in this age! I see lots of problem will be coming up.
sigh..
I've learned something that i can't erase my bitter past, it just make a pain in me cause there's something in me who's has been trying so hard to against me to forget my past, maybe i should keep it in my deepest soul hope and wait it'll be forgotten, sooner or later.
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God, can you do me a favor? May you give me a better life where all of my sorrow and my pain gone away? Cause i suppose to enjoy the last time of my salad days -My 19th birthday wishes.
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